Monday, April 2, 2007

the eyes i see now are filled with sense of unsimilarity,
they are no longer filled the pure happiness that i have seen before,
they are now weird and awkward to me,
were they the ones i had once turned to and told all my hurt and saddness to?
i cant be certain now.
they have changed,
im sure.
i feel lost,
how had this happened?
maybe you might say that you have not changed,
that you are just starting to be yourself
or that you have got no idea that this is a different you that everyone is seeing,
someone is so no longer the person that i had once known.
you do not know how this make everyone feels,
much less me.
it stuck a chord in my heart,
to see this happening to someone i have once cared so much about,
no words can really explain how i feel,
you may think that i do not care anymore,
but i do
if not why do i feel a tight knot in my stomach?
the real you in down there somewhere,
covered by the mask you are wearing right now,
that person that will always remain in me.
will it remain as a memory?
i hope not...
-georgina

6:50 PM
Yi think i can carry on, without you.




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